Have I always felt this way?
Maybe it’s how I’ve always felt, since a long time ago.
Why does it feel strange now?
Probably cause I’m no longer used to what I was used to.
The days pass by without much meaning, but then they never really had meaning before anyway.
Just sitting at my computer, trying to pass the time by.
As always, probably.
I do enjoy what I learn at school though. But then again, I’ve always enjoyed one or two of my courses.
It’s just the feeling of separation from your classmates.
Nobody else really cares about you, and you really dont care about anyone else either.