So… this is what it means.


I’ve never fully understood the meaning of this word.

It seems so trivial at times….

Not having depth, or thrown around because of a lack of better words.

I have to admit, I’m not that great at keeping friends.

Going from grade 7 to 8, I pretty much stopped talking to my two best friends.

Pretty fast.

It was amazing how easy that friendship had escaped me.

How weak I was, how childish. So foolish.

Isn’t that the way it worked?

Those nights I spent, thinking out a future I sought but let go of.

Wouldn’t it be impossible to keep your friends? If they moved away?

Split apart, a friendship would certainly fade.

How wrong I was.

How childish, so ignorant.

It wasn’t friendship I feared that would fade.

It was the lack of being a friend. The true strength built upon the meaning of that one word.

The only thing I should fear is failing to be a friend.

Only then, have I failed to be myself.

Isn’t it true?

The important things aren’t the ones you can see.

They’re the ones you can’t.

The things that are ephemeral.

The stars in the sky.

A friendship that holds true.

Thank you xD




2 responses to “So… this is what it means.

  1. i like what in your mind about friendship and the stars, jishin. jishin, you can call me sheli, im now 8 grade too, and i had my sun, moon, and earth, im still talking about friendship, these girls are my world for me ^_^

    i hope we can be a friend now,,,


    • Haidere Shelina xD
      I’m actually not grade 8 anymore, I’ve gotten older >:
      But I’d never turn down a friend :3
      Keep holding on to your friends! They’re special.


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